I hope it comes around for you. I love to hit balls and that's the only thing I occasionally miss. That and hanging out with the boys. I bought a range pass every year for decades. The other thing that keeps from playing is the pace of play and boom boxes. Unless we were first off the tee in the morning it was always slow play. Even at the private level. I'm there to play golf where it seems the past 20 years people were going to just "get out". Hit it, go git it and pick up your ball for a putt for a double or more.