Wow where to begin, I feel the same way now-----since I was old enough to remember I have been an avid angler I am 46 years old now, and my attitudes about fishing has matured
I grew up in Mobile Alabama practically on the dog river that flows into Mobile Bay I caught just about everything that swims
in that bay some huge fish as well largemouth bass, redfish, sheepshead, speckled & white trout, mullet, croaker, black drum, flounder.
My family camped on weekends so we spent many a trip into lakes in south east Mississippi for bull bream aka Bluegills, and white perch aka crappie--trips to the panhandle of Florida for giant shell crackers "read ears" and huge Florida bass that would make any guide on tablerock swallow his chew.
when I was 16 we moved to Joplin Missouri because of my fathers job, and in looking for a house he new our families love of fishing and we got a house right on one of the biggest riffles on shoal creek--I was exited because I was going to fish for fish unavailable to me in the deep south rock bass, smallmouth bass, Spotted Kentucky bass --even walleyes and trout! where with in driving distance
I learned new ways to fish and waded/floated untold miles of rivers--as a young man trips to canada rounded out my fishing experances--and now I am into the Euro.
I have learned this in all my years of fishing--big fish of any kind are special. and even a vast seemingly endless fishery can be fished out of existence.
The lowly croaker from 1-6 pounds was a common catch in the gulf when I was young, boney, most folks opted to keep other fish, when the folks discoved a way to flake the meat off the bones and make a delious crab cake like meal.. the fish where doomed--fishing for them has never been the same since--if that can happen in a body of water with billions of surface acres--makes you think