BS, Al. 🙄
When guys like you and me die, we're worm food. And 2 weeks after we're gone, my kids, and your nieces and nephews, will have forgotten that we even existed. So really WGAF?
When the "others" are gone, they'll be happily chilling in paradise with Jesus, their parents/grandparents/aunts and uncles. They will be anxious for society to crumble, and the earth to melt down, so that the ones they left behind can come to join them. So WTF are they whining about? For them, the sooner the world melts down the better. Right?
Your refusal to allow yourself to live for the moment is a waste of everything you've fought through and accomplished your entire life. So knock it off. This (what you have in front of you) is all there is, and you know that.